From my observations, Dee, you're exhibiting clear signs of sunk cost fallacy, which is the idea that the more time and money you invest in something, the more likely you'll defend that thing, regardless of how incorrect it is.
im actively refusing to answer a leading question when you are going to use in a "so that means youre saying that its multi tasking and therefore this is correct" which is a question / answer to further your agender and is working under the implication that this all works off multi-tasking in the first place entirely as you understand it to
5:25 PM
@Varian-Killbot look both ways when you cross the road please
...ah, alright. Well then, I will happily assume that you are in fact going into the wonderland without the host paying attention to you, and without the body doing much of anything while you enjoy daydreaming. That makes sense based on facts that have been established prior and applied directly to the situation.
5:27 PM
Even though it is very obviously not what you implied.
Now then, as one final thing - Dee, kindly refrain from saying other people have, to quote, "trash brains" just because they do not claim to be able to multitask.
Feel free to be upset, but kindly don't be directly insulting. If you want another mod to confirm whether or not myself and Harleen were being insulting or demeaning to you, go a head.
@Varian-Killbot my favourite part was when i had to explain to you what I meant because it so obvious both sides could be wrong that you didnt know what to say so you just went with "Wow nice dis" / "i knew what you meant"
Yeah, I've just seen people talking about similar things in the past who were actually serious about it, so this didn't come across as suspicious to me
I don't think the conversation about subjects relating to parallel processing needs to be tense.
12:48 AM
There are very simple tests that can verify it where it may exist. I only found out it my generated memories were false when I demonstrated I had no objective conscious ability to think in any respect of solving problems or doing any form of work that requires time to finish.
12:54 AM
I am open-- not just open, I am happy to learn that I can access some capacity to think independently of a central consciousness
I see. I think many tulpas connect these memories as a part of who they are. So, I do understand not wanting to admit that. Admitting that is admitting a part of yourself is false.
We also sort of felt pressured by someone we associated with to think we stayed active in wonderland. Indigo was made after we stopped associating with them, so he didn't feel that pressure, and he gradually made us realize it was all fake
It was a great damage to discover I had no ability to follow my own dreams and was stuck to play a zero sum game with the overwhelming disadvantage of being partner to a person with decades of experience beyond mine.